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20th Nov 2021

Mildly Different: New Irish film gives an honest representation of autism

Tara Trevaskis Hoskin

“I thought it could give us a voice, it could give autistic individuals a way to say ‘that’s it, that’s what it’s like for me.'”

Mildly Different premiered this week. It’s a new Irish short film that looks at the life of Christina (Jordanne Jones), a young woman who receives a diagnosis of autism in adulthood.

“There’s so much media out there but it’s a misrepresentation because it’s not written by, or directed by, or starring autistic people. It’s just what neurotypical people see as autism and autism is so often misunderstood, that what they’re seeing is just incorrect,” says director Anna Czarska.

“Without us being part of that, it’s not an authentic representation. I wanted to give autistic individuals, as well as their families, authentic representation.”

Anna was diagnosed with autism in adulthood, and is passionate about making media in which autism is depicted with sincerity and truth. Jones, who stars in the film, has also been vocal about her own experience as an autistic person in the past. 

The 28-minute film is emotive and extremely raw at times, as we see Christina battle with loneliness and a lack of understanding from the people in her life.

“Most of us are very alone, we’re very isolated from people because of how difficult it is to interact,” Anna tells Her.

“It’s not because we’re not trying or because we don’t want to, but because of how the responses affect us when we keep getting rejected by people, when we keep getting strange looks. We end up alone a lot and I just don’t want that to happen anymore.”

In the film, we see Christina struggling before receiving her diagnosis. She finds it difficult to understand why her brain doesn’t function like everyone else’s.

Anna also has experience of this frustration: “I’d gone through my whole childhood with different counsellors and therapists and because I was female not one person bothered to assess me, even though I was very obviously autistic,” she says. 

“I felt like my life didn’t have to be as difficult as it was. I didn’t have to feel so broken and like a failure. When I found out that I was autistic it just made so much sense, it was like ‘yes! I’m not broken!’ I’m just different and there are other people like me.” 

There is a big disparity between those born as a female and those born as male receiving autism diagnoses. Anna says much of the reasoning behind this came from outdated research. 

“The traditional more researched autistic presentation is that of people born male,” she says, “and they used to believe that you couldn’t be autistic if you were female. Now that’s slowly starting to go in the toilet, which is good because females are so often misdiagnosed.” 

You can find more updates about the film and screenings here.

If you want to learn more about autism or seek support services As I Am is a great place to start. You can find their website here.